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this is really random but i feel retarded. maybe it's because there's no one for me to fall for and everytime i think about seeing you or when i actually see you i feel really weird. the feeling's like, are you noticing me? are you even stealing a glance at me or hoping to catch my eye? or is it that you've forgotten about me and you don't care anymore?

i really wish i'll never see you again and maybe i'll just delete you off from my contact and everything so i can treat it like you've never existed. yes, that'll do, right? or will it not? oh sheesh. if only someone would come by to help me forget those memories of times that we spent together.

like when you told me all those really sweet things that can practically make me float up to the sky, that i'm the only one, that i'm really pretty and perfect and everything. i really wonder if everything was true, that you meant it, or was it all a lie? some people tell me that i'm pretty and whatever but really, isn't it all only to please me? gosh if only the world was made in such a way that people don't lie.

omg i need to snap out of everything and the fantasy. SNAP SNAP. the world is really unfair):











there's nothing much to blog about LSC right? besides the fact that those piggies from two four really suck like crazy and i wish i can slap them or step on them REALLY HARD. yes of course being a high S person i really hold grudges and please don't provoke me or i'll hate you all my life.

I LOST MY ROSIN BOOHOO):
i just added in a vitual pet and it's really cute. haha. when you press on the puppy treats a treat will appear on your cursor and click anywhere at the top of the picture and the puppy will jump up to eat it. how cute can it get. haha.







i stayed to watch the whole nationals competition ytd and it was really nice. the last four pro people i esp, that china girl was so graceful! her spins were really so nice i almost melted on the spot. haha. she can be like, saki's standard. haha. alexi improved alot, when she's performing she's like laughing away as if she's not nervous at all. PLUS I'M SO DYING FOR THE NATIONALS JACKET I AM SO TOTALLY JOINING NATIONALS NEXT YEAR FOR THAT LOVELY JACKET. haha the jacket rocks and i can like show it off outside =P i hope it's personalised next year. and i'm thinking about inter-school this year june. my mum wants me to join cos i get CCA points even if i lose. HAHA how funny so i shall join but oh who shall be my partner for jump and spin? i want the spin!!! i'm never good at jumping. haha. I WANT NATIONALS JACKETTTT














sometimes i really wish that when people compliment me it's right from the bottom of their hearts and that they mean it. sometimes i wish you would tell me i'm pretty again.